Am i giving in easily?

i was a camp in payson and i was so mad at this girl, and she just wanted to get to know me. so the little things she did made me mad. i was mad at her for three days. so i guess that she wanted to talk to me alone. so i gave her that chance. we walk to the creek and she said how she felt. i wasn't paying attention, but i caught on to some of the stuff she was saying. next thing i knew i was slapping her across the face because i was so angry. all i could do is slap her. she was trying to express herself then she started crying. i really didnt care but then all i could do is give in and i walked to her and sat on her lap and holded her while she cries..then a few minutes p and we were walkin to the cabin and guess wat, we walked in a puddle.